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Hari ini dan semalam…eh?

Posted by fadzarafidelic on February 28, 2009

L-R Azim,Hafizally,Ahboi(yg ketanah tuh)

L-R Azim,Hafizally,Ahboi(yg ketanah tuh)

Yesterday i followed Hafizally to cover wedding at Gombak nearby to assist him. Along with him is Ahboi and Azim to assist as well, and also for usha-ing purpose. I got nothing else better to do since i just came to know about Bijou canceled. So i decided to follow Hafizally to the wedding.

I missed the Akad ceremony, but i didnt for the reception. Take a few photos…maybe now a few..several…okay maybe not several alot…hahahahahahha. Ive learn alot from Hafizally and Ahboi yesterday, considering im super bongok at times. So its good to refresh my mind for few photos at time im doing nothing.

At the same time Hafiz’s ex housemate Azim was there also to learn a few things. So yeah all of us learn at the same time. Mostly me considering im inconsistent in taking photos.

The wedding is nothing more than usual, but we all were looking for mangsa to tembak curi hehehehe. I have locked mine. One… sitting alone on the chair. We were wondering is she taken or not…hahahahahah!!sangap masing2!

one mysterious girl

one mysterious girl

I took some 4 photos of her, and we think she’d notice her picture is being taken. So ape dulik?!hahahaha. Its not like we gonna kacau her or anything. Just looking for some candid shots.

There are a few other photos that i have took during the reception other than the bride themself. Ade this one Indian uncle alone in the chair pun sebaaatttt gak amik…dulik gak….ade this two pakcik was sitting talking and talking,sebaaaattttt jugak….

One man

One man

Lepas wedding gi mapley minum2. Hafiz layan CHEESENAN die macam biasa. Afterward it started to rain cats and dog, so i asked Hafiz and Ahboi to lepak my house for awhile, since i need to transfer my photos to him since its his job and im just assisting for the fun sake of it.

Azim(L),Hafizally(R)

Azim(L),Hafizally(R)

L-R Ahboi and Hafizally

L-R Ahboi and Hafizally

Mapley kejap

Mapley kejap

Masing2 dah lemau,Hafiz dah pejam2 mate,Ahboi dah melorot kat sofa depan,aku pulak dah cam headbangging. I think i forgot what time they went back home. I think about 10pm?maybe….It was fun coz u have lotsa friend to shot at one wedding and we have so many ideas since 4 brains is working. Boleh la walaupun otak aku dah karat.

Sekian Terima Kasih

Yow!!

Yow!!

P/s: Lapa la pulak tgh2 malam ni

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Good Mornoon

Posted by fadzarafidelic on February 28, 2009

Umi and her family

Umi and her family

Saturday,Feb 28th 2009. Today i woke up at 1030am supposedly to assist my friend for his wedding job nearby here. But he was unable to fetch me as he was also late and was rushing. So probably i’ll drop by to assist him in the noon or something. Since i’ve promised him. So its very very odd for me if i made a promise and i didnt make it. And today when i woke up i was like,hey nanti gi kacau Umi la sok sok she dah nk fly New Zealand. Then baru la teringat die dah pun fly, and i did came by to wish her luck. Aiseh…kurang dah kawan skola aku kat Gombak nih.Gombak is getting lame and lame by the day coz most of my friend already moved away from here and only few of my schoolmates left. Whats left of Gombak is my friends from UIA. They’re good friends,but u still wanna have old friends too. Hape la aku merepek nih? Pagi lagi dah merapu. I’ll be going to meet my friend in awhile. Mandi pun tak lagi… ades,malas nak mandi.

Umi dude! Goodluck lah!ahakz! Ksian Firdaus keseorangan kat KL…kuikuikui

Being "serious"

Being "serious"

Tralalalalalala….well atleast IF im planning to go to New Zealand ade la kawan…IF la…duit nak makan sendiri pun xcukup!

"All lugage are to be stalled here when otw to airport" banyak tuu

"All lugage are to be stalled here when otw to airport" banyak tuu

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For one reason or another

Posted by fadzarafidelic on February 27, 2009

Aku pemalu

Percaya?

Sumpah korang xpercaya. Well its a fact. Malu nk admit, tapi thats me man.

Situation 1….i was with my family having dinner together since my mom got some money back from the car company. so she decided to take us all for a treat. so after the dinner, the ladies (mama my adik n kakak) walk together as they wanna go window shopping. so left me and my baba at the back ushering them all the wayyyyyy till they decide that they had enough cuci mata. while i was waiting for my two sisters trying to make their HEAVY decission oh to buy or not this small purse, i sit around the area just to keep an eye on them. then came this sweet cute girl maybe From6 girl just got back from school. so keep on looking at her…i was like “bapak lah cute nye kaauuuuuu…” i thought in my clogged head. so….im gonna beranikan diri to smile and try to make a move…

She smiled back!woah!and i smiled back…but somethings feels weird,i feel warm …on my face…whats up i think..

Then dariii jaaauuuhhhhhhh kakak aku dh melolong…”WOI! USHA AWEK TAPI BLUSHING!! DARI DULU SAMPAI SEKARANG…GILE LOSER!!”

argh aku blushing!lagi!!susah sgt keeee nk control ensem(xnk blush) ni?!!?!?siot siot!

Situasi dua: i was with my fren we called him Burong at this photocopy center,then theres this standout girl walking pass by us,Burong was like “wei wei…tuh tuh..leh?leh?” so i was like… “damn cun siyal!”

so when the girl gets closer and closer…i keep on looking at her..and she look back! and i dont wanna look away. tanak kalah kali nih…skali die senyum! i was…dem..senyum and was like..nothing happen…

Burong was like “pergh!penakut kau nih rupenye,die dh tggu kau tego die..kau senyap?!?!?!”

Loser..sialan!

Azim pggl aku L

Mcna pggl aku L

Aimee pggl aku L

Siti cakap aku L

hampeh…ye la kot…dem

Aku.Saya.Me.I.Moi.Yo soy.Wo.Ngo.

Aku.Saya.Me.I.Moi.Yo soy.Wo.Ngo.

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RECENT WORK on Wedding storyboard

Posted by fadzarafidelic on February 27, 2009

Well recently i’ve been trying to finished up the wedding storyboard on time. One of the many reason was that ive already ran out of money to support myself and to pay my assistant. I dont mind me, but being late to pay my assistant is not me… and i feel damn shit!

Yemz sorry aku bayar kau lewat gile doe…aku pun sengkek

Hafizally thank u for assisting nnt aku belanje kau makan…dem. And photo kau semart!

Fatin and Shafari wedding storyboard sampler

Fatin and Shafari wedding storyboard sampler

I wish i could improve more and more…. im not getting any younger…age will mature us..hope thats the case for me experience-wise

Credits this photo to Hafizally. Editing by Fadza

Credits this photo to Hafizally. Editing by Fadza

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KLpac-Taman Melati-Taman Melawati-Curve-Ampang-Gombak

Posted by fadzarafidelic on February 21, 2009

Today i was with a good friend of mine Salwa. We decided today that we’re gonna go to KLpac for audition for the new play called “Mak Yong: Titis Sakti” Well at least she is.. I back off after seeing that it involves dancing and singing which is yes…i really suck at. It was fun seeing the audition although the one i witnessed was only one with Salwa in it haha. And not only malays showed up for the audition, but there was also this very sporting chinese guy trying out…he a lil bit keras for the dance part,but at least he tried. And yeah daughter of Azianerdawaty was there too. She looks kinda cute hehehehe gatal!

While Auditioning for the play

While Auditioning for the play

On the opposite studio, there was kinda salsa like dance was being practice there. I was pre-occupied with the way they teached all of em. Its facinates me =)

After to KLpac,we went to print wedding storyboard and yes i dragged Salwa along, and since we were both lapar gile, we decided to take late lunch at Nasi Lemak Antarabangsa. Yummy but Teh Ais tawar. Sebat jugak.

Fooling around with my camera at Nasi Lemak

Fooling around with my camera at Nasi Lemak

So we went to Curve to meet my friend from UTM skudai. Since its like so quick, we just talked for awhile then me n Salwa gamble on watching movie Changeling…Unique movie..based on true story too. Balik pergi pasar malam hanta dia balik.

Then it hits me again… I miss this girl… I still do. I wonder how the heck this girl give a big impact on me previously. I was short, but for me its sweet. Damn, internet bapak slow.. malas dah nk tunggu load page. Tido dulu. Esok 330pm jumpe client. Insyallah dapat bisnes. Doa2kan kawan2 berjaya:)

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The Past,The Present,The Memories,The Smile,The End

Posted by fadzarafidelic on February 1, 2009

I just got back from shooting Wani Ardy’s cover EP photo at PD for “Askar”. There were 7 of us. Ikmal Ibrahim couldnt make it as he got some other stuff to do. There were me, Omar, Along, Wani, Sharir(?), Ikim and Helmy. I was so tired that i ran out of ideas on what angle to take,what should i do..which side is better,how to suit with the theme.Payah, memandangkan January is a fun(?) filled with jobs. Its the first time for me that i have a full month with photo jobs to do.

Other than photoshooting for Wani’s EP, we went for a swim at PD near Bayu Beach Resort. 20mins bfore that i realize things keeps on reminding me of someone. Not my ex…but someone who was never and didnt get to be mine. Though how much i want her to be mine and make her happy, there’ll always a big barrier that will stop us. Not from either family..no,but something so complicated that drives us to make out own way.

Might sound kinky or lembik or gelabah, but lately things keeps reminding me of her. Macam “bullshit” kan? Nak cakap pun rasa macam sampah je. But yes,just now 3-4 things keep on reminding me of her. Coz she always say the same thing and did what she always did in certain situation.

The thing we tought it'll gone forever

The thing we tought it'll gone forever

When i was on my way back i was thinking of calling her. I remember she told me “if awk tak pergi,saya terpaksa pergi”. Since i cant and i mean CANT coz im “stucked” with this cousy nice warm feelings once again,she stand her ground and make the decision for the best. Yes I MISS HER…its been a long time that i could accept a person of what they are. Its weird, she makes me smile all the time…she just being herself. I just dont mind. Its been a year past since my long term relationship. Shes the first from the rest after the long term to make me have “it feeling” again

But shes not mine…

Shes a catch

She might not be perfect

But she is what she is…

And I regret i met her,coz now i cant stop thinking about her,and im glad shes been a blessing to me. Doesnt take long for my side to like her and asked her sometimes when im about to go out “Mana dia?Lama dah die tak datang rumah..ape jadi?”

Answer? “Erm…haluan sendiri,for the best”

I wish i could just here from her once again…even its on SMS..even just “Hi pakcek!”

On vi a jour le jour

Januari berlepas…..Selamat Pagi Febuari

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